Hi, I’ve put off updating this bit in for a while but finally decided it’s time to try. I thought I could just hide in the shadows and get a feel for what I want but I can’t. I need someone(s) to take me by the hand and help me figure out what I want. What I need. I was unsure about how much to share but in the end I decided to just be brutally honest. I want to be tied up with cuffs but also know I have to be able to trust someone enough to let that happen. I get easily exhausted and sore due to health problems and need someone understanding, genuinely caring and patient to help me figure out what my body will allow me to do. I am not into age play so would prefer someone of a similar age. I would like to take things slowly and would probably start with just cuddling and getting used to being touched. It’s been a very long time since I’ve been touched.

In my normal life I’m independent, stubborn and determined but part of me wants to let down the walls, break the mask and be looked after. I’m not very experienced in relationships of any kind but I want to try and explore what I’ve been missing. Im new to this but so far I’ve discovered I finally get to call myself a unicorn even if I look and feel like an exhausted panda. I laugh easily, cry easily and I’ve never had an orgasm.

I’m happy to call someone sir etc but not “daddy” or “mummy” it just feels off for me and be called a good girl. But I also want to tie someone up and hear “yes ma’ am”. I am the picture of innocent with a very hidden dirty mind.

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