Freshly divorced from very vanilla marriage so dipping my toes back in. Trying to be semi sensible and not jumping in head first so after friends and connections mainly but open to options.
Not much fan of one off things as it feels like knowing the person you play with makes it better and also them knowing what works on you is just extra perk
Desires and Fantasies
Me in handcuffs and blindfolded, with my Dom whispering in my ear what he wants to do with me. Than he does just that with me going deep in just to be taken back up by him at the end
You're definitely not the only one. I feel the same way as you do. Did question many times already if maybe my expectations are just too high.. but still hoping for some luck and finding close match to my hopes. So crossing fingers for you to find yours 😉