Hey I'm new, I'll update this more later but basically am interested in exploring some more or less "non sexual based kinks", understanding learning and dealing with fantasies of intimate , I will explain more and am opening to feeling into another's fantasy if it is all communicated and okay, POSSIBLY meet in a safe place to act out some things even, but I'm very much in love and involved, for me I cannot combine my fantasy within my love life, to This degree it would be too intense for me

Desires and Fantasies
-being beat up
-punched
-restrained physically
-tied up (i.e. tied to chair, bond wrists, ankles, that kinda shit; not extreme, please don't bombard me with head to toe bondage type stuff, I am not into that to that degree)
-, particularly familial role (parent child, siblings, other family; not insest though, I my need some help expressing myself with this stuff please understand I'm new to talking about this stuff ...
**Please note I want to "play", and I am female but would prefer to play a male in this situation, but am open to playing a female character. For me this is not
The submission, begging, etc is important to me, it's an fantasy/curiousity, someone trusting someone and being d by them, the ***, degrading talk, threatening, is as important of an aspect to me as the hitting...