Ray- he/him pronouns, female reference for everything else (no prince but Princess, etc) message me first please I'm a little shy sometimes. I'm not collared, I'm a sub, I'm a slight pillow princess, I'm a little bit of a brat but I turn from brat to "yes ma'am/sir/Daddy/mommy" very quickly and easily lol
Desires and Fantasies
To turn on music/podcast/show and with such gentle and kind hands have my partner practice some shibari ties on me, seeing some parts done over and over until they like it. And getting little kisses and bites while the tie it from creativity, a book, a video tutorial. And then getting pulled/pushed around and told what a good ornament I would make.
To be asleep and have someone "break into" my place and have their way with me.
To be minding my own business and not see my partner coming before they pull / carry me to where they can have away with me.
Having my wrists tied from the ceiling and be whipped until my whines turn into pleads and then be used by my captor.
That is 100%. Betrayal. And I think it was not only a push on boundaries it was breaking of concent. Because he did not ask you directly "while blindfolded are you ok with me bringing another sub in" I would have reacted very strongly as well, and would have felt as if my life was in danger in the Read more… moment because you don't know that sub. You can't know they are a safe person. And with that break of concent I wouldn't consider that Dom safe either
@hardplay. It can last days or weeks after, but usually more than a 2 weeks tho. It isn't just right after
I can't imagine what you are going through, or know what you have and haven't tried. But I think a good restart might help, changing some things (changing any words used for anything to something new, etc) and starting from the beginning again going over everything like new. And only adding things Read more… slowly as if you never tried it before. And trying new aftercare as well?