I know the feeling. I've been wanting to be shared and feel like I have no control. Letting the many men aggressively hold me down and taking every last one of their cocks inside me. Feeling like I deserve to be filled and covered in their cum. Told that I'm just cumdumpster for them to use as they Read more… see. Knowing that inside I want to be that slutty bottom for hopefully many trans women but if I must be taken by a group of men then that my destiny. Hopefully I can be fucked and filled trans women but I don't think it matters in the end. Both are going to penetrate and me . I'll gladly give my body for that dream. As long as it's filmed and I get a copy for myself. I'll be happy.

I think having sex with a trans woman has opened my mind for the possibilities of being able to stay out of societies social and mundane way of thinking. My experience was mostly a drunken night but I was introduced to a new way of thinking and feelings. I was hanging out one night with a Read more… girlfriend at one of her friends house. Mind you I knew that this house was going to have a lot of gay lesbian people. I didn't really care cause I was trying to hang with her. I never cared about anybody else and their sexual orientation. My mother is a lesbian. So I was fortunate to grow up with a better understanding of how the world worked in a sense. What I didn't expect was a lovely and sweet trans girl among us. My friend already knew her and introduced us. I had no clue. We all were talking and partying having our selves a good time. I leaned over and kissed her. She kissed me back. Needless to say things were getting a little bit heated between us. I remember Mary trying to tell me something but me and her friend stepped outside. My mind was already working on getting her naked lol. As any young man would. She stopped me before I got her pants down. I don't know why I stopped honestly. I had made my mind up already. She was going to be my next conquest. She hesitantly started to end things. I pushed her to continue. Then she said that she was hiding something. I didn't really care at the moment cause I knew that I would probably not see her again after that night. Then I some how convinced her to keep going. Now at this point I'm still oblivious. She pulled her pants off and I saw her cock. I was stunned at first but I didn't stop. Maybe the alcohol or maybe the hormones blinded me. Either way I didn't care. I pulled her closer and then she let me play with her. I got on my knees and began to suck her cock. I did that for a minute and then things took a turn. Rather I turned and let her pull my pants down. I remember her reaching around and stroking my cock. I let her stroke me for a while and turned to make out with her again. 😍. Things were getting a little fuzzy after that but I'll never forget what happened next. I don't know why I let her push me up against the side of the garage felt her hand pushing my head down a little bit more and spreading my legs so she could reach me. I heard her spit and then I felt her cock between my cheeks. I never stopped her and that night I was forever changed. I felt the warmth of her hands on my hips and her cock thrusting in and out of me. It kinda hurt but still I let her finish. I could feel her cumming inside me and her final push and then relief of her pulling out. The warmth of her cum was still between me dribbling down my leg. It hurt but I didn't care. It was exciting and exhilarating. The adrenaline rush was confusing but I'm glad she fucked me. I've never been the same and wouldn't change it either. My eyes and mind were opened to whole new world. I'm bisexual and proud of it. I'm still the same person but since then I have been with multiple men and feel like everyone else who hasn't is missing out. It doesn't matter who you have sex with. As long as you stand firm to your morals and sense of respect. It's not even a real deal. But I think people would be better off if they just let go of the hatred. I'm still an asshole. That's never changed. I was then and still am. My sexual orientation didn't change that .