Pi**** Posted Tuesday at 08:50 AM Posted Tuesday at 08:50 AM Sex has always been my go-to distraction. Perversion is what got me over my *** of the dark much earlier in life and libido is what motivated me to improve myself coming into adulthood. It has also always been an effective way for me to "reset" if things aren't going so well mentally. This habit of mine was invaluable to me last night when, trying to acclimate to a new medication, I had my first panic attack in over a year. I tried all the usual methods to center myself but after a long while I found myself lying in bed with my heart racing, still stuck inside my own head. So, desperate for a distraction, I grabbed some of my pervert paraphernalia and put it to use. Soon after, I was lying there equipped with nipple clamps, a couple silicone rings, and an E-stim and felt better (great even) almost immediately. A little masochism worked like magic to get me feeling normal again and I woke up this morning feeling extremely thankful for having had the chance to explore that part of myself. If any of you who've read this far have a similar "crutch" I'd love to hear about it.
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