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When did you have for the first time the desire to obey?
Early 20' this guy I was sleeping with at the time liked to *** me and tell me how I'm a good girl for how wet I was etc. Just like that I was hooked
Oh gosh, that was my first years at school and all my pretty teachers

Idk rlly. But all I know is I NEED female ***... it's just liek programmed into my... uhhhh. What's it's called? That thing inside ur head... lol.... I forget what it's called but who cares. Anyways I need a new makeover that's all that's actually important rn 😭😭😭
I'd like to say boot camp, but even before i had to legally obey the commands of some very aggressively dominant women, i was a bit submissive. My first girlfriend told me i was dating her, now, and I never tried to argue. But boot camp, even into when i was active duty, I always had strong female leaders, and being a good soldier, I did anything I could to ensure I didn't displease them. I suppose that's never left me.
I had it since long time ago, like since 18 i always thought it would be nice for a woman to command me and it just turned me on so much. First time i received pegging from a woman was so good
Unfortunately, when I got married, but it’s not the obey like I wanted.
For a few years espicially when i started questioning my gender
i dont know about my first time, but i was once at a party standing around my friends sitting on couches and a girl on a different part commanded her friend, standing in front of her, to sit down and while i was in conversation i subconsciously listened, something in me wanted to really bad and she was so hot..
Watching tv shows and movies about dominant and sub scenarios would make me so excited, so I talked to my husband and he was wanting to try it also. We haven’t went back sense, I’m taking a chance at trying the dom side of things. Definitely more of a sub but I want to give it more time. I love obeying because it’s is thrilling to give him whatever he is asking of me. Sometimes it turns me on and other times I just obey to be a good girl and that’s ok too. Either way I end up very pleased in the end.
For me I've always had a desire to serve and obey. I can take both sides but am more comfortable in submission obeying the whims of my superior.

@CuckqueannDaddy "The Secretary" is a good D/s movie I watched recently.

In vanilla settings, my partner will always tell me to take off ALL my *******. As I recall it, it is more of a command than a request, but one that I will enthusiastically comply with. We don't technically have a D/s dynamic that we have overtly agreed to, but I think there is a stealth D/s dynamic in many vanilla relationships. There is usually a strong willingness to obey, because there is often a reliable reward for obedience.

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3 minutes ago, slc-Hannah said:
Junior high. A friend told me to sit down and be a good girl. I sat. She was very pretty and I was a baby gay.

Some girls just know lol atleast you listened

It kinda developed more and more as I got older but around 18 or so i knew I liked dominant women
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