Erotes-72 Posted November 12, 2020 A new poem for the forum and I so open my soul. It’s describes my last 3 years from the darkest places to a beautiful future. Hope you enjoy and remember in the words of an Aerosmith song that “ life’s a journey not a destination”. Would so welcome a chat with anyone who’s currently struggling. Storm child I stand in the rain, so humble, so meek Lashed by the storm so strong and so bleak Naked I stand, to feel your full *** Screaming aloud until I am so hoarse Nature my mistress lashing my body My simple frame so weak and so shoddy My resilience is all that holds me together The *** of the storm a ***, a tether I reference my mind when I write about this A place once scrambled, distraught and amiss Those dark days of my life, they once truly stole A mistress so dark, still a mark on my soul So useless and worthless, a blight on this earth No use to anyone, my life is a dearth A burden, a plague a *** for all A useless distraction to all, I appall Mistress depression, controlled my dark mind *** her goal, my mission assigned My place on this earth now in her hands Controlling my thoughts to meet her demands Slowly I sink a little deeper each day My self loathing her pleasure, passion and play Twisting my thoughts and poisoning my mind A way out of this she drives me to find I did not jump as she wanted me too From the high rise car park she sort my Adieu Instead I found a different solution No longer her toy or her Lilliputian The darkness now gone I’m free at last Mother natures embrace replaces the past Truly I now see my worth and the love A pleasure so great it removes all above A special thank you to @PixieDustfor her help and support as always xx
Deleted Member Posted November 12, 2020 This poem is so well written and made me so emotional reading this. You have such a talent for poetry. I adore every one you post. I’m so glad you posted this. 😘😘
li**** Posted November 12, 2020 (edited) Oh gosh this is wow!!!!! I've been many a time to that dark place and struggled to live. I've contemplated and have tried to erase myself from this world thinking it would be better off without me in it!!!! This is beautifully written, thank you for this poem @Steve78 wow is all I can say!!! Edited November 12, 2020 by lil-monster
Erotes-72 Posted November 13, 2020 Author 21 hours ago, Messedup79 said: Very emotive and powerful Praise indeed from someone who writes so well, a big thank you for you generous words x
Th**** Posted November 13, 2020 Thank you so much for sharing such a powerfully emotional time in such amazingly poetic verse. The contrast highlighted beautifully the how far you have come. You brought tears to my eyes but in the best of ways. Every luck in the future my friend.
Erotes-72 Posted November 14, 2020 Author 17 hours ago, Thebian said: Thank you so much for sharing such a powerfully emotional time in such amazingly poetic verse. The contrast highlighted beautifully the how far you have come. You brought tears to my eyes but in the best of ways. Every luck in the future my friend. Thebian Such a thoughtful and emotional message. Your words are so kind and only add to my resolve. I’m strong now and will never return to my darkest past. I’ve met an amazing group of people on here who make me so strong. Your words mean so much though so thank you
Erotes-72 Posted November 14, 2020 Author On 11/12/2020 at 8:15 AM, Unicorn_30 said: This poem is so well written and made me so emotional reading this. You have such a talent for poetry. I adore every one you post. I’m so glad you posted this. 😘😘 Many thanks for you kind and generous words. They always mean so much xx
Erotes-72 Posted November 19, 2020 Author On 11/12/2020 at 8:57 AM, lil-monster said: Oh gosh this is wow!!!!! I've been many a time to that dark place and struggled to live. I've contemplated and have tried to erase myself from this world thinking it would be better off without me in it!!!! This is beautifully written, thank you for this poem @Steve78 wow is all I can say!!! OMG this world would be a much darker place without you my gorgeous friend. You mean so much to so many, stay strong. If you ever feel that way again let me know and I’ll show you how much you mean to others around you. Our minds can be a dark place and can totally distort reality. As for the praise for the poem I’m blown away. Thank you for you generous words I’m so pleased they touched 😘😘
Gentle_Femdom Posted March 18, 2021 On 11/11/2020 at 11:30 PM, Steve78 said: I reference my mind when I write about this A place once scrambled, distraught and amiss Those dark days of my life, they once truly stole A mistress so dark, still a mark on my soul So useless and worthless, a blight on this earth No use to anyone, my life is a dearth A burden, a plague a *** for all A useless distraction to all, I appall Mistress depression, controlled my dark mind *** her goal, my mission assigned My place on this earth now in her hands Controlling my thoughts to meet her demands Slowly I sink a little deeper each day My self loathing her pleasure, passion and play Twisting my thoughts and poisoning my mind A way out of this she drives me to find This. This hits too close to home for anyone who has been suicidal. It immediately brought me back to a time when I too was being seduced with ending it all in a swift death... the ***, hopeless agony of feeling less valuable than the dirt I stood on. My God, I'm so sorry you felt this way too @Steve78 😣😭 But you have seen the other side; you have proven Mistress Depression wrong time & time again with every: message/text, poem, story, post/comment. With every action you do in your daily life... YOU Are Worth Everything. Your friendships are deep because your kinship with *** has taught you (as much as it has for me) that not every person sees their true value to the world. Your ability to reach out to us with hope seeping between your words is a true gift. Thank you for your bravery in exposing this side of yourself to us. You're such a beautiful soul 💖
BohemianLady Posted October 19, 2022 This poem gives me hope that there is better times ahead through dark times. It’s a poem I shall reread every time I get low, as your strength gives me courage to face anything.
MrLeatherCrotchBoots Posted November 3, 2022 Wow that was amazing, the best poem I have read in ages! Thank you for sharing such an intimate look In to your minds situation
Erotes-72 Posted November 4, 2022 Author Such kind words that mean so much. Many thanks for your comments
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