PaganDawn Posted March 14, 2021 Posted March 14, 2021 Life changes and with it we adapt. I have had the most incredible year, half of that I shared with my dear friend and sub *** Helen. We were opposites of the same coin and had the kind of connection that comes rarely. But times move on, and so has Helen. It has been a difficult time, every emotion under the sun has been had by all, and choices were made. I wish her the best in life, as she deserves it. And I hope her road is free from trouble. The chapter I never got to write, Helen, hung on my lips for so long…waiting, hoping I would find the words to write about this incredible person, but they never came, I now know why. Sometimes in life you wish for something to be …forever, even though, against all the evidence to the contrary you know it will end. We hung on to long, I hung on to long. Mistakes were made by all, but no one wanted it to end…the good times were so fucking hot, they always outweighed the downs…until they did not. No fault, no blame, no recriminations, just three people trying desperately to hold on to paradise. But, there are many paradises out there, and I hope with all my heart Helen finds hers. Each relationship teaches us what we do and do not want out of this life. Each ***ful end, taking us one step closer to the joy of finding the one that works. We ride the tears, the guilt, the regret, and we move on… So, Sir and I move on, and hold the fondest memories in our hearts… one step closer to knowing what we want, and where we are going on this new chapter, and hope with all our hearts, Helen finds hers too.
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