I Didn't Safe Word Because

[CopperKnob]

Masochist’s Pride.

My *** threshold was low that day, and I felt I owed you more.

You wouldn’t use a traffic light system and I didn’t want the scene to end.

I only needed to check in with you.

I didn’t want to disappoint you.

My words got stuck in my throat.

I was ashamed that I needed to stop.

Everyone was watching, and they wouldn’t have needed a safe word.

It had been so long since we played hard, and I wanted to give you what you needed.

I thought that I owed it to you to push through.

I thought that I wasn’t drowning.

I was drowning, but I didn’t want you to know that.

I thought you’d think less of me. I don’t want you to think less of me.

I wasn’t sure if it was the *** of the scene or the *** of the day that was intolerable.

I hated myself right then. I don’t know why.

I needed to cry.

I forgot how to cry.

I wanted to disappear.

I had already disappeared.

AKA, I didn't safe word because of ***.

[Ar****]

😓🖤 incredibly moving...

[Deleted Member]

Sounds like the recipe for trauma. You gave all the subs something to sink in. Great reading :-)

[CopperKnob]

2 hours ago, FreeUrMind said:

Sounds like the recipe for trauma. You gave all the subs something to sink in. Great reading :-)

Its how we subs violate consent and Soms need to be aware

[CopperKnob]

Doms ^

[Leisa]

Great insight. Subs needed to be reminded that there is no honor in refusing to use a safe word. It’s our job to keep our Dom healthy to and refusing to safe word hurts both parties. Ours for the obvious but his because it violates the trust that the Dom gives us to know when too intense is too much. Doms are not mind readers and they’re not mythical creatures imparted with infinite wisdom to know when a scene has gone too far.

[Glasgowdom1991]

NGL I would heart broken if my partner felt they couldn't safeword to me it means that I haven't created a safe environment for them