He who watches you cum

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Note: This story is about what one person is thinking and imagining. It's supposed to be symbolic of her conscience battling with her and eventually allowing her to be sexually free thinking. It did and will not happen as all the characters are completely fictional. I do not condone non consensual *** of any kind. The fantasy was incredibly pleasurable for her and in no way distressing for this imaginary character. The narrator is not talking to you but to an imaginary deviant dirty girl that doesn't exist in the plain of existence we live in.

M4F, NSFW,
**TW *****,
**TW *****,
**TW CNC**,
FANTASY, MASTURBATION, VOYEUR, GANGBANG, PUBLIC, JOI


I wonder. How few words would it take to get a dirty minded girl like you to orgasm? Just a sentence? A paragraph? A single page?

I mean if you were reading something exceptionally naughty and erotic. Something you REALLY enjoyed. Something so deviant you would have to keep an eye on who was near you, and whether they could read the unspeakable letters floating across the page. So involved with the fantasies in every page, you're even scared they can see the vivid sexual images in your mind as you read deeper and deeper.

Do you hold the book close? Terrified they'd even catch a glimpse of the page, in case they'd put those letters together, even upside down, to make words, then put the words together to form the truth? They'd know the urges running through your body. The wanting of your craving pussy. Things only a sick, sexually twisted pervert could write on paper, let alone read and enjoy as you do.

I wonder. What would that naughty book have to say, mention, or describe in tantalising detail? A sexual fantasy that brings excitement but also exposes an evil truth within you. Is it really unforgivable? Could you look at yourself again. I bet you could, I bet you'd smile at your new confident reflection. And you are enjoying your read aren't you? Finding your true sexual self. You've discovered something you like and now all you want to do is cum to feed that darkness within you. Oh God you crave that release of pleasure. You're already wet. You want to play right now. Oh but those pesky societal rules. No playing in public. You're not allowed.

Where are you? A bus? A train? Do these fantasies mix with the real world? These passing passengers of all types, in your mind are they secretly acting out the pages in that book? Are they fucking you in your mind, teasing you, molesting you. Holding you down as they each take you? Ripping off your clothes as they *** you. Stroking every inch of your body. Sucking at your nipples, complete strangers licking at your clit. Making you feel more alive and in pleasure than you ever thought possible. All of those strange men, cumming all over your naked beautiful body. You're in such a coma from the pleasure you just rub it all over your body and taste it on your fingers.

Or are you at your desk at work reading during your break? Wouldn't it just be a perfect better world if we were all telepathic. A world where we just wanted to please each other. If coworkers knew when you were horny, and were obligated to get on their knees, pull down your panties, lick and finger your aching pussy until you were satisfied. Stay down there until you came all over that swivel seat dripping on the floor. Who would it be? The young innocent intern? The person you hate, the last person who ***ed you off worshipping your clit? That man or woman that's just so damned attractive. Making you moan. Just a better working environment.

Or are you safe at home in bed? Under the covers? Even at home, you do know somebody's probably monitoring you, don't you? Some government security agency flagged a word or sentence you searched for online or on your phone. They're judging you right now. They've probably put cameras in your bedroom. They're watching you play with yourself right now. They see the dirty whore you are. Don't you dare stop. Don't disappoint them.

Hours and hours of recordings of you cumming furiously whilst reading and watching your filth. I wonder if the handsome agent assigned to watch you gets just a little turned on. Sure he knows what you're reading is so awful and so taboo. You're a disgrace to society. But I bet watching you play to such evil makes their heart beat just that little bit faster. Such delicious indulgence. Day after day of watching you. Gets their juices flowing and *** boiling. I bet they hide their erections from their colleagues. Do you think they sneak a recording home so they can climax to you without their colleagues watching them? I bet they would. I bet they think of you cumming all the time. I bet the sound and images echo through their mind so much that they can't focus on anything else. Are you going to give them something to watch tonight? A little show from one secret deviant to another. Are you going to moan loudly for them? As he strokes his hard shaft staring at you. How many times will you cum? That many? You dirty little slut.

Poor girl. Are you tempted? I know, the words on the page are the Devil behind bars and you are the prisoner in the next cell that hears his taunting whispers. He speaks of your every sexual desire. You yearn for his words. You want to know how the story ends.

The truth now! You're begging to be watched. Begging to be part of that naughtiness. You want that government agent standing right next to you, next to your bed playing with himself as you do the same! Looking at you deep in your eyes as you ***ly cum to the darkness. You need him to fuck you don't you? How many cocks will it take to satisfy? How many naked strong erect men?And you know the faces attached to those imaginary bodies don't you. They came to your mind first because they're so wrong. They're so familiar. So naughty. So forbidden. They're frantically fucking you willingly and furiously in every hole as you moan like a naughty little whore.

I'm watching you. Stroke your pussy for me. Dive your fingers into those delicious folds. Slide those fingers deep inside! Deeper! Cum hard. Squirt and let your juices flow. Make a fucking mess for some poor soul, someone you love and respect to clean up. Yes! Don't stop til you're satisfied! Cum for me!

Good girl.