Deleted Member Posted July 20, 2022 Posted July 20, 2022 Darkness descends. The world reduces to pinpoint focus of feeling. The hard ground beneath me. The long line of my back as I sit, eager and excited and ready. The rope, wrapping round my wrists and tethering me up to heaven. Held, by the most tenuous string and the strongest feeling of something momentous. Something I’ve been searching for. It begins. Rope twining round my ribs, tightening. Constraining. In contrast, the heat of you. Against my back, and your cheek to my cheek. Between the two, I feel enveloped. The darkness is empty and so, for once, is the fire in my brain. The non- stop rush of noise and *** and certainty and uncertainty. Blissful quiet. A moment paused. A here and now that it, at last, here and now. The bonds tighten. Squeeze me, hold me. Steal the breath from my lungs and replace it with presence, calmness. Left, right. Up, down. Forwards, backwards. Whatever direction suits your whim. Manipulated like a doll and all the while, I float. A marionette with her strings cut but still bound. The full breath that I need to take to bring me back to me is held in trust. I could reach for it, fight for it, but I don’t. Instead, I flow, roll. Move as I am moved, revel in the freedom of the ropes around my body, the body against my sightless senses. It’s like waves, shifting me in undulating swells. It’s like an immovable ***, and I am the wave. A *** of nature that is, just for now, softly pliant.
Vi**** Posted July 22, 2022 Posted July 22, 2022 Char this is beautiful and I could feel some of this energy when I was watching you and rope last weekend. It was mesmerising the way he moved you and manipulated the rope into such intricate designs on your body. The voyeur in me delighted in the scene very much so. He had such a tenderness towards you too, even with that cane in hand love you words. Xx
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