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It's a love-hate relationship. It works

but it makes you feel like a failure.

Discreet browser. That website you like. 

Search for the BDSM tag and scroll.

Women who are thinner than you, bendier 

than you. Prettier than you. Women who

can cum like they are supposed to. Who

can be in the moment, feel in the moment.

You know, real Women. But it's not real.

You tell yourself that but it goes in one 

ear and out the other. Gets lost among

your pathetic feelings of inadequacy. 

Even as its making you feel like less of 

a woman (you are less of a woman),

you slide your finger over the screen.

Hunting. For the woman you want to be. 

The one who can light a fire in her body, 

instead of just in her head. Vibrator on, 

pressed just in that spot you like, over the

hood, to the left of your clit. Press play,

relax. Allow your body to do the thing 

you wish it would do so easily when the 

hands of that Dom where on your body,

his voice in your ear, his cock in your cunt.

[Deleted Member]

Superb writing 💜

[Deleted Member]

The woman you want to be should meet the woman that you are right now….
. She would be s***chless

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👍🏻very thoughtful. It's a very similar experience when you struggle with autogynophilia. Wishing you were that gorgeous, sexually talented woman on the screen. But knowing you're not & never will be. Very thought provoking. Be safe & be kind 🌹