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I do not believe in fwb. Especially with a sub. That is absolutely not ok. Benefits without the responsibility is irresponsible and barderline abusive.
Dont walk away, run away.
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Walk away, the love you have for your dom will drive you to hurt someone. Just let it go
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I would have to walk away. I couldn’t handle the mental anguish of that
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Use your head, not any other emotion. Do you get sufficient benefit emotionally & structurally from a fwb ? If the answer is yes, stick with it at least for awhile and see what happens. Good Doms are hard to find, lol
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Been there, walked. He's spent over 4 years now wanting me back. Can never go back after that. Can never fully trust him again.
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I tried as a FWB… I couldn’t. I still cared and it just became more and more clear that it would never be the same. Eventually I walked
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I wonder what you decided on doing... Did you talk? How are you now and are you ok?
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I'm so sorry, Charms! We haven't talked in forever but I'm around if you want!

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The love is a big part of why I would let my Dom do what they do, I just want to make them happy. I don't think it would feel the same if it was just a Feb situation :(
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It's a rough thing to go thru. The constant questioning in the back of your mind of everything, the whole process of everything you have been thru, and the continuous mind F*ck of not being "enough" to keep the dynamic, but wanting to be kept around for the sex.

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Not the op. But in a similar situation amd sure needed to hear the responses
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think just from your side, no strings attached. if you comfy then yes else no. i know its easier to say than do but this will be the best advice.
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Sounds like an in-depth conversation and a decision on your part. That is a choice only you can make. I am too important to waste time with someone.
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Meaning I would sit them down express my concerns and if we could not come to a compromise, walk away you are more than the sum of your parts.
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Personally I'd leave. My situation went from that to pure boredom and no after care so I felt neglected
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I say the kink don't leave unhappy people do!
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On 6/24/2023 at 4:47 PM, Emjay_xx said:

After being ghosted emotionally by mine for almost 2 weeks. I chose to kindly release myself. I try to remember my worth. Walking away was difficult, it hurt, but ultimately I know I’ll grow from it.

Hi hugs so.sorry u got ghosted 

 

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Ty so much for your comments on the thread an those  who have taken there time to personally message me.

 

We actually spent last Saturday talking for quite a few hours. About exactly how we ended up having a disagreement an ended up as fwb. 

 

He actually never raised his voice while we had our disagreement.  It wasn't an argument.  He didn't raise his voice or get angry.  He's 1 of these people who doesn't rasies his voice. In 6 years iv only seen him lose his temper twice an raise his voice. When we have a disagreement he never blocks the door way an stands as far away from the door as possible  so I can leave as my x husband  used to block me in the room when we had words. 

IM NOT STICKING UP FOR HIM.

I'm the 1 who when  hurt will lose there temper an walk out an refues to talk things threw. Iv always be an emotional  person and always will. I want ever let people  see me cry or show I'm hurt. My x husband  used to ues it against me. So instead of talking things three I walked out an cried on my walk on. Witch is only 5 minutes from his home to mine. He did txt me to make sure I'd got home.

 

I have been going threw  some  extremely personal things an we had a disagreement  an I blew it an flipped. 

 

But after a few hours of talking an us both putting our cards on the table were going to see were things go. But slowly. We have been threw so much togther in 6 years more than most an he doesn't want to throw it all away. 

 

He did ask if I'm hurting emotionally that I talk to him about things rather than bottling things up an then exploding. After spending 14 years with my emotions being used against me it's hard to share now. 

 

I want tell you what iv helped him deal with that's his personal things but I'll tell u things he's helped me deal with.  If people want to know. 

We have talked alot over txt since we spoke. Although I did see him last night. I broke my vacuum an he fixed it.  I did find my favourite chocolate in the junk food cuberd. 

 

M7ch l9ve ah hugs to.u all 

 

 

 

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Saturday at 03:47 PM, Emjay_xx said:
After being ghosted emotionally by mine for almost 2 weeks. I chose to kindly release myself. I try to remember my worth. Walking away was difficult, it hurt, but ultimately I know I’ll grow from it.

People ghost in real life too now? And a Dom no less? Not acceptable.

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7 hours ago, Charms said:

Ty so much for your comments on the thread an those  who have taken there time to personally message me.

 

We actually spent last Saturday talking for quite a few hours. About exactly how we ended up having a disagreement an ended up as fwb. 

 

He actually never raised his voice while we had our disagreement.  It wasn't an argument.  He didn't raise his voice or get angry.  He's 1 of these people who doesn't rasies his voice. In 6 years iv only seen him lose his temper twice an raise his voice. When we have a disagreement he never blocks the door way an stands as far away from the door as possible  so I can leave as my x husband  used to block me in the room when we had words. 

IM NOT STICKING UP FOR HIM.

I'm the 1 who when  hurt will lose there temper an walk out an refues to talk things threw. Iv always be an emotional  person and always will. I want ever let people  see me cry or show I'm hurt. My x husband  used to ues it against me. So instead of talking things three I walked out an cried on my walk on. Witch is only 5 minutes from his home to mine. He did txt me to make sure I'd got home.

 

I have been going threw  some  extremely personal things an we had a disagreement  an I blew it an flipped. 

 

But after a few hours of talking an us both putting our cards on the table were going to see were things go. But slowly. We have been threw so much togther in 6 years more than most an he doesn't want to throw it all away. 

 

He did ask if I'm hurting emotionally that I talk to him about things rather than bottling things up an then exploding. After spending 14 years with my emotions being used against me it's hard to share now. 

 

I want tell you what iv helped him deal with that's his personal things but I'll tell u things he's helped me deal with.  If people want to know. 

We have talked alot over txt since we spoke. Although I did see him last night. I broke my vacuum an he fixed it.  I did find my favourite chocolate in the junk food cuberd. 

 

M7ch l9ve ah hugs to.u all 

 

 

 

Hugs my friend 🤗

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