Thank you for sharing your vulnerability here. Your honesty is a gift. I honor you for taking care of yourself and trust that in doing so you will find respect and care in your encounters.

I can relate i like to see engorged clits and vulvas (not necessarily pumped). I am empathic and my mirror neurons get triggered seeing a turned on pussy because i know what it feels like. It dosnt necessarily mean i want to have sex with women. You like what you like, it dosnt have to mean Read more… anything. I hope you enjoy getting curious and playful with your kink.

Your ability to call out your doms behaviour shows a worthy integrity and it sounds like you now know much better what you are looking for. With your next encounter you will be better able to negotiate what you want before you get too attached. Its no surprise you feel empty after tgat intensity Read more… well done for expressing it.

I would say that by looking closer at this fetish rather than pushing it away you may learn something about yourself. If you can begin to understand and accept yourself you will be much more able to understand and accept your partner and potentially find a much stronger and more authentic Read more… relationship. Try reading Erotic Mind.

Great story. I like the twisted way your mind works....😏