I say, I am lost, certainly alone, as everyone died, best friends, family, and the one most dear we were supposed to spend life together, well, it is what it is, all that was and supposed, planned for. Well it's all gone, ByeBye... Through it all, I've changed, I can't find that passion, that driving . Not sure I ever will, I have desire again, to find a companion, a heavy handed sadistic type, I could go for some , a little agony, maybe a glutton for punishment, or just can't lead, I don't know, makes my head hurt. So, I'm trying, its a start, we'll see.
Desires and Fantasies
my fantasy is to be the object of your fantasy,
only. Let's make it very reak
Am a non person, neither male or female, just a object controlled by my mistress she is my master, she decrees my likes and all actions, my opinions are irrelevant, i am her pocession exsisting solely for her convenience, without her Ive no purpose, she is my universe my obligation is to obey. To Read more… fail her expectation is redeemed x10, in merciless sadistic cruelty the consequences are endured, in my agony she finds pleasure. I cannot envision or imagine any other life then what I'm living.