The sea of longing…

[Se****]

Push and pull,

Ebb and flow,

Forward and back,

How far can I go?

Want and need,

Desire and rage,

Hurt and long,

How far will I go?

The pleasure and ***,

the happy, the sad,

to give and receive,

I want it so badly.

The disbelief, the lack of worth,

the feeling in my bones.

I need to know how far I’ll go

to understand what’s mine.

Will you stay, will you leave?

 Did I push too hard,

did I take you too far,

with the longing in my mind?

Love,

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