Finding Ecstasy in Agony.

Tuesday at 07:44 PM

For my Masochist , DeadRed 🌹 ,

I am strong, I am haunted, I am here, I am with you , She Said.

Power exchange is a potent chemical, yet I know we had this depth long before you became my masochist , You'd won my joyful devotion ten times over.

Mascohism is not a competiion to the sadist (at least for me). It is not about how much one can take relative to others or some arbitray metric. It is about pushing herself for me, relative to her OWN limits. As a Dom / Sadist , Soft limit are there to be pushed , past the point where she was not sure she could go , While she could do little to resolve or control her own suffering, her efforts did sasitate the sadiest in me…and perhaps the intimacy in me even moreso as her desire to please me and her efforts to push herself for me were themselves pleasing on the highest level.

I toy with her edges, pushing until she’s a trembling mess, teetering on collapse, then I ease off—just enough to whisper a few words of encouragement in her ear and steady her. Once she’s got her fire back, I yank the proverbial rug out, smirking as she stumbles. I dig into her soft spots, those raw, quivering places she tries to hide from the world, and I tune my twisted game to dance between my hunger to make her suffer, to watch her in agony and near her breaking point. Never letting her drown in the *** for to long, though — I pull her back with a warm hand and assuaging words before she’s lost over the edge. Her agony’s like a rich, dark wine, and I savor it. I’m near addicted to it , *** and pleasure—twin flames that burn brightest when intertwined. Masochism is more than sensation; it’s a deep, primal surrender to intensity, a pathway to euphoria through the sharp edge of feeling.
The sting, the ache, the deep, delicious throb—it awakens something raw, something real. It’s not just enduring; it’s craving, relishing, thriving in the sweet agony that makes every nerve come alive. In that beautiful ***, there is release, there is ecstasy, there is power , But only the ones that understand the idea behind the process.

There’s a unique kind of pleasure in holding back, in stretching out the tension until every nerve is alive with need. The slow build, the teasing touch, the delicious ache of anticipation—it’s intoxicating.

When the focus isn’t on the finish, every brush of skin, every whispered breath, every lingering moment becomes its own exquisite high. It’s the art of staying on the edge, of letting pleasure simmer, of losing yourself in the endless, aching now.

Sometimes, the greatest satisfaction is never quite reaching the end and let’s hope we never reach to the end because there’s so much more to explore kitten .

I am going to free you from useless rules and prejudices & bow down to the real one.

Thank you for pushing yourself for me, and serving me in all the ways you do.

Beast.

Tuesday at 11:55 PM

I took a look at your profile, how an earth do you manage to meet so many submissive women? What is your secret? How do you get them to meet up with you and become their dom?

2025-03-26T00:15:27Z

The events button in your menu tab. Show up. Introduce yourself. Get to know people. Get out there and do stuff. Be honest about your experience level. Be friendly. Take every opportunity to learn that you can. Your circle will slowly expand. Plan on taking 10 years to establish yourself.
And in complete candor and fairness, I do think the community in general could be a little more welcoming to Noobs.