Deleted Member Posted March 26, 2018 Posted March 26, 2018 Before I fond BDSM and websites like this I always felt that something was missing in my life. No I didn't ever know really why was until one day I came across another BDSM site so it made me look into it more and I realised that might have been what was missing in my life. That yearned to be a slave so through that I looked into other things. mM question has anyone else had had that situation like that we didn't know what was missing in their life I'm interested to find out
Deleted Member Posted March 27, 2018 Author Posted March 27, 2018 I feel similar to this. I was aware the my sexual desires were kinky and that I liked to submit. A man once told me, "You're the most submissive woman I've ever slept with." At the time, I didn't know about dom/sub sex, so it would seem it is a natural state of my sexuality. Having been in relationships that were sexually disappointing, and then some that weren't, it became clear to me that I wanted to be dominated. However, where I can relate to your aha moment is this: In the past six months I've been learning about BDSM and now I know for sure that it's more than a preference in the bedroom, I need it to be happy. The more I learn, the more I want. I haven't had a full on dom/sub relationhip (only the sex part)... but I'm pretty sure that it's going to be the only truly well fit for me.
Deleted Member Posted March 28, 2018 Author Posted March 28, 2018 I totally agree with Emma, I wake up some mornings and I grieve that I don't have my master to serve. Not the person as such, but the routine I had, the lifestyle and secrecy, that feeling of belonging. It's not just a slap on the arse, it's a lifestyle choice x
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