Hesitant to fulfill request

[MissB2019]

I’m new to this lifestyle and am learning day by day. I only do online relationships so far. I feel safer that way. The Dom I have been working with most recently I have learned so much from and have much respect for. But he has asked me to fulfill a fantasy to find someone IRL to bring to my bed. This scares the shit out of me. I have been extremely happy to fulfill every desire. Is it wrong of me to be so hesitant about this? It seems so scary and dangerous. 

[ey****]

It's OK to say no - especially at this stage and especially while you're finding boundaries.

perhaps one day that no *might* be a yes - but don't be afraid to reject.

[Deleted Member]

MissB2019, I am rather new too. My dom just released me because he said he didn't want all of the extra responsibilties that come wit having a sub.. I was lucky becasue he is a friend..but I feel you on this being scary and dangerous..

[Deleted Member]

I dont think its wrong to be scared about that. I think you should talk to your dom about this and be clear about what you feel/want. 

[MissB2019]

Thank you for your knowledgeable input. Makes me feel a bit better. 

[Vi****]

Is this something you want to do? You don’t have to do it right now you have the right to say no for now. It’s something you can build up to together. X

[Deleted Member]

You could start with an escort which he should pay for. Then it’s safer and make your fantasy more enjoyable.