Hurt

[Shenna]

I gave you the trust, I gave you a promise. That I would never hurt you.
You gave me that trust and you gave me that promise, that you would never hurt me.

You read to me that the words, that I didnt utter to say that I love you.
You told me you cared for me deeply, but deep down, you betrayed me.

I treated you like royality and with uttermost honesty with being respectful and being truthful.
But I didnt know what I did wrong to deserve the lies and disrespect that you reflected back towards me.

You broke my heart in two and it shattered me into a million pieces.
To discover you betrayed me in so many places.

I gave you my worth and now I feel usless. To know I meant nothing to you and that I am worthless.

Why you treat women this way I will never know. But you fed your ego and with not a care for me in the world.
People come with feelings and deep emotions.

Some people are like steel where as some are weak like brittle glass.
But you need to come to terms with your terrible past.
To treat me this way was a terrible way
I came and opened up to you in a fragile way.

We both listened and talked about ourselves.
Helped each other when we were not our selves.
I offered my body for your blank canvas to draw
But you hurt my feelings when you became withdrawn.

It's such a terrible price to pay
That I gave up my precious time to play.
But one thing that I will always be
That I will be stronger and soon be free.

My fond memories are when you made me smile and laugh
The song you shared that we both enjoyed by looking deep in each others eyes, then kissing and holding hands.

I thought we had a deep connection you and I
It turns out I was blind in one eye.
I assume that the women you had lined up, I was caller number nuisance 2.

Thanks for making me sad but glad I am no longer mad.
I may forgive you in time to come.
But right now my time is done.

I will forever love you deeply, it's shame you never wanted me really.
That the only person you thought about was not me, but yourself.

Edited April 22 by Shenna
I skipped a space in a sentence

[fr****]

Beautiful 🫶🏼

[Sk****]

Wow thats powerful & heartfelt

[Bathblonde]

A t shirt a few will have snuggles to you beautiful 💜

[Shenna]

Thank you hun xxx 😭

1 hour ago, Bathblonde said:

A t shirt a few will have snuggles to you beautiful 💜

[Deleted Member]

13 hours ago, Shenna said:

I gave you the trust, I gave you a promise. That I would never hurt you.
You gave me that trust and you gave me that promise, that you would never hurt me.

You read to me that the words, that I didnt utter to say that I love you.
You told me you cared for me deeply, but deep down, you betrayed me.

I treated you like royality and with uttermost honesty with being respectful and being truthful.
But I didnt know what I did wrong to deserve the lies and disrespect that you reflected back towards me.

You broke my heart in two and it shattered me into a million pieces.
To discover you betrayed me in so many places.

I gave you my worth and now I feel usless. To know I meant nothing to you and that I am worthless.

Why you treat women this way I will never know. But you fed your ego and with not a care for me in the world.
People come with feelings and deep emotions.

Some people are like steel where as some are weak like brittle glass.
But you need to come to terms with your terrible past.
To treat me this way was a terrible way
I came and opened up to you in a fragile way.

We both listened and talked about ourselves.
Helped each other when we were not our selves.
I offered my body for your blank canvas to draw
But you hurt my feelings when you became withdrawn.

It's such a terrible price to pay
That I gave up my precious time to play.
But one thing that I will always be
That I will be stronger and soon be free.

My fond memories are when you made me smile and laugh
The song you shared that we both enjoyed by looking deep in each others eyes, then kissing and holding hands.

I thought we had a deep connection you and I
It turns out I was blind in one eye.
I assume that the women you had lined up, I was caller number nuisance 2.

Thanks for making me sad but glad I am no longer mad.
I may forgive you in time to come.
But right now my time is done.

I will forever love you deeply, it's shame you never wanted me really.
That the only person you thought about was not me, but yourself.

I'm going through exactly the same, your words touched me deeply, sending you a virtual hug

[KiaOra]

I'm feeling you. Heart goes out to you. Playahs be playn, but they cant get one to be stayn either. Just think if you had stayed. Be weary of the narcissist that love bombs as well. Hugz

[Shenna]

12 hours ago, Girl4KindDaddyDom said:

I'm going through exactly the same, your words touched me deeply, sending you a virtual hug

Thank you for the virtual hugs. We are never alone. Always here if needed also

[Shenna]

11 hours ago, KiaOra said:

I'm feeling you. Heart goes out to you. Playahs be playn, but they cant get one to be stayn either. Just think if you had stayed. Be weary of the narcissist that love bombs as well. Hugz

You are 100% right there thank you x

[Shenna]

17 hours ago, Girl4KindDaddyDom said:

I'm going through exactly the same, your words touched me deeply, sending you a virtual hug

Thank you for the virtual hug. Big huge booby hugs back to you too xxx

[Oralrobert169]

I don’t know you. But I felt your *** in the words. I would like you to know, and ALWAYS remember. You have the value of the Sun, and never let anyone take your shine away. This will pass, and you will be SO MUCH better because of it.
Wishing you the best…

[Shenna]

On 4/25/2024 at 5:27 AM, Oralrobert169 said:

I don’t know you. But I felt your *** in the words. I would like you to know, and ALWAYS remember. You have the value of the Sun, and never let anyone take your shine away. This will pass, and you will be SO MUCH better because of it.
Wishing you the best…

Thank you for your lovely response. Words will always touch us in some way emotionally. I will be fine doing a bit better now. I have a wonderful kink family here whom I've known for years and they have been a great help. 

It will take time. But I will eventually get there once the sun clears the clouds. X