I have always been a sensation seeker. Vanilla sex is fine, but I have long wanted more. I've been conned by a few alleged Dommes and I've had one rather limp 2 hour session. A few new lines were crossed, but without any of the intensity I had anticipated.
I've learned that I am clearly not a sub., but I am prepared, even eager to yield power under the right circumstances. I will choose to submit in order to have the experience. I love giving pleasure and one of my most intense fantasies is to be used for pleasure. I do not see this as ***, it is the voluntary adoption of a role in order to enjoy the novelty and buzz of new experiences.
I'm not in any way turned on by CD or sissification, but I am bi-curious and open to pushing my limits.