Please... If you are not within an hrs drive of me, don't start up anything with me. Please... I am NOT into in being with a couple. I want one man and one man only. Please... I need you to know and understand I am severely ADHD and I'm also on the Autism Spectrum. I do have some sensory and food issues. Even at 50 yrs old, I'm still learning how to handle some of these things. I am very artistic, creative, imaginative, spontaneous, and curious, I can be loud, boisterous, and full of energy one min and a recluse the next. I am brutally honest and blunt with no filter and a bad mouth. I'm sarcastic at times and carry a big girl attitude that can reach outter limits. I am caring, intuitive, intelligent, and hilarious. I'm never dull. You'll never be bored around me. I love deeper than any ocean, but once my trust is betrayed and my heart hurts, you won't recognize the woman standing before you any longer.
Please... looks do matter, you can say they don't, but everyone knows that's a lie, I'm not any different than anyone else, I have taste, standards, and dignity. Look at your pictures and look at mine before you hit that like or send me a message. Please... if all you wanna do is have sex once & pretend you like me till you're gone, don't start up anything with me. Please... I know very well I'm not everyone's cup of tea, you're not either & you're not God's gift. Please... for the love of all things above and below BE HONEST! Stop the bs. Please... I am a human being and a woman who deserves respect and to be talked to with such. Just because I'm submissive doesn't mean you can speak to me in any such a way. Please... if all you're going to do is talk for however long, then just ghost don't start up anything with me. I'm just not the one.
I am on a journey. I am discovering myself all over again, and I'm happy. Don't screw that up. As of 3/12, I have lost a total of 83 lbs. I have things happening to my body that have never been before... yes, I exercise, yes, I'm working on this body, yes, it's going to take time. If you don't want to be a part of my journey, body changes, and all, don't start up anything with me. I get being busy, I get having to work, I get life issues. If you're not willing to make time and arrangements to spend time with me, especially when I tell you it's a big deal, then don't even start the first conversation with me. I want and need attention, time, affection, care, and concern. I'm not, in any way, looking for a relationship right now. I'm really not relationship material at this point. I'm looking for someone who is willing to be & do & not do everything listed above. If you can't do all those things, don't start up anything with me. I want what I want when I want it, I deserve it, and I do require it. Please... if you have kiddos, don't start up anything with me. I don't care if they don't live with you. I don't care if you think you can work around your kiddo visitation or whatever. No kiddo will ever be shorted or be in need of daddy and daddy not be present because he's with me. Anything can and does happen when you have kiddos, and that means I could be slighted as well, and I am not putting myself through that again. Please... if you're still dealing with complicated relationships, don't start up anything with me. Yes, I'm being selfish, and I have a reason and right to be. I'm only doing what everyone else is. I'm just being honest about it. Please... don't lie... you're an adult, walk in your truth and tell the truth no matter how you think it will or won't go. I can deal appropriately with ugly truth, but I can not and will not deal with a liar. Please... act like a decent person. When you receive a message, txt or call even if you can't respond right away, respond ASAP just so you don't just leave me hanging. I don't have that kind of upper body strength, and I won't hang for long at all. Please... if I like you and don't feel the same say so. I'm a big girl, I can handle the truth. Don't lead me on. Please... understand I have needs, desires, wants, hungers, just like you or anyone else. If you can't feed every one of those, don't start up anything with me.
You can now thank your fellow man for how I feel and everything I just wrote.
