What makes me want to be a submissive? Why would I choose the path I am on and the type of relationship I have? How could I, as a grown woman with a sound mind, allow a man to dictate rules to me and make all my decisions? The answer is simple. It is who I am and what I live for. It makes me happy, content, and joyous when I am able to serve Him in some way, large or small. You have to find that one person that makes you just absolutely want to give your entire persona over to. To share every thought, dream, desire, past, present and future with. The good, the bad, the ugly. You crave to stay with that person, not because of what they can give you monetarily, but for the feelings they give you.