Update*** here I am. You know I am here to find me slave. I mean I have been in this lifestyle so long, I don’t know anything else. I am dominant, so I want my cake and eat it too. but, really…I just want my best friend. my person. that one who we want to share our day with each other, that one who I get lost in our conversations, that one that even if we don’t need to talk, we are content just because we are in each others space. that’s what I want. that’s what I need.