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I need a woman or trans to own me and find pleasure in watching me do degrading and humillating things(no limmits) because she can and she dont care if i like it or not. She doesnt care what i tjink or how i feel about nothing because all that matters is her. She desides to makevperminant changes to my b9dy and she trains me and my mind to become her very own stupid pethetic sidsy loser. She has no problem with how stupid or rediculous i look because attraction was mever a issue....sll dhe wants from me is to be 100%obeidant ..she wants me to j7st stop thinking all togeather and let her think....let me ask prmission for anything. If she wants me to be gay...then ill do whatever she wants to become so gay i start begging for her strap on or whatever. Anywsy this gives everybody a basic idea of the life i desire to live.....iv had this se desire now for years bit i just seem to run all the women off and im j7st wondering if u think i will find smbody soon??