Please excuse my shyness or lack of etiquette or terminology. I'm new to all things single life, kink, etc. I'm honestly not totally sure what I want here, but more dipping my toe in while learning.
I am drawn to the lifestyle but don't know much about that realm yet. I am turned on by the idea of multiple partner play (thresomes, orgies, being watched, watching, etc).
As far as BDSM goes, definitely lean more submissive and masochistic. I think I could enjoy being a little bratty. I'm not interested in anything too extreme.
I'm fresh out of a long-term relationship. Still legally married but not anticipating reconciliation. I have no interest in entering into a new relationship for the foreseeable future. However, the potential for recurring hook-ups or a very simple/casual fwb situation exists.
I'm not comfortable sharing any identifying photos yet due to the newness of my situation. I realize everyone has preferences and attraction matters, so I'll provide my best attempt at describing my appearance.
Caucasian, light skin, long, wavy, dark brown hair, nearly black eyes, freckles. Pretty average height (5'5"). Mid-size curvy (usually a size 10US), relatively pear-shaped (small/med breasts, larger ass, thick thighs. I think I'm pretty hot, and if you're not attracted to me or my type, that's okay... pass on by. I'm past the stage of life where insecurities consume my thoughts and I feel more confident than ever. I like to describe my body as "goddess-like".
I consider myself pretty laid back and easy to talk to but I can be awkward and shy sometimes too, especially with new people. I like to have fun, try new experiences, and just get out there and live. I'm an outdoorsy type. I enjoy walking/hiking, kayaking/floating, swimming, camping, travel. A self-proclaimed weirdo, don't be surprised if I stop to identify a bug or take home a random *** skull I find in the woods. I partake in semi-regular cannabis use, but nothing excessive (no judgement if you do). I do not smoke cigarettes or use tobacco products and, while I don't mind if you do, I do get bothered by someone who strongly smells like cigarettes or has cigarette breath. I drink... probably more than I should but not to the point it's an issue ? (just a phase). I have enjoyed the occasional psychedelic experience many times and truly feel like I've gained major insights in life from these experiences, though I totally get that it's not for everyone. I'm not interested in using any other *** or getting involved with an addict. I have compassion but I don't have the capacity for it in my life.
I have always been mostly attracted to men but I do find women attractive as well. I feel like I have the potential to be attracted to a person of any gender identity though. I try to see the beauty in everyone and do not usually go for the societal definition of what's attractive. I'm not too keen on the idea of some who is significantly older or younger than me, so I'm thinking about mid 20s - mid 40s.
