So Im not a sub but I have an edging kink I want to live out badly....I've edged the living hell out of partners before and it's an unbelievable turn on controlling when they get to orgasm and watching and the intensity and pleasure just keeps building and building, hearing them beg almost on tears from both unfathomable pleasure and simultaneous desperation to finally be able to cum...but Ive yet to find anyone who knows what they're doing to do it to me and I want to experience this like you couldn't believe....anyone who can help me out?