BDSM Vernon

I've been wanting to do cnc, I have a somewhat plan, any one willing to do it with me?

I am relatively new and looking for help in figuring out what I am looking for and what i am. I seem to be part slave and part sub. I am looking for someone who will be my friend, want to know about me, tell me about them. Understand I was diagnosed with PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder). I have vastly improved and continue to be able to work through it.