BDSM Grantsville

i need to meet someone who truly gets true genuine joy out of my suffering. someone who will beat my balls with no regard of permanent damage and historically laugh when i end up balling my eyes out begging for mercy. someone who desperately wants to the fuck out of someone who will thank them for each and every beating. someone who at times makes me for my life. someone who gets turned on by cutting my dick and wherever els they fancy. someone who would love to whore me out so much that my asshole literally doesn't work right anymore forcing me to wear a diper as to not soil all my cloths. someone who will publicly treat me like im worthless. someone that wants my love no matter how relentless they beat me. someone who wakes me up every morning by socking me full in the balls, forcing a huge dildo/ delicious cock, shitting right on my face served with to wash down your fresh shit O and someone who ***s me to act, talk, dress, and tske dick like the sluttly little bitch girl that i truly am on the inside.

I just want cuddles and be able to talk to someone about anything. I want to feel comfortable around someone.