Pretty much looking for a serious relationship where I can hopefully find my potential future soulmate and life partner that I can marry if we get along well and someone who isn't afraid to have some hot messy kinky freaky fun online or in person. I've been used for my $$ from people before I don't really want to go through being hurt again... But gold digging I hate with a passion. I'm not here for games or just fooling around or fun. Though I don't mind it. I want to find my life partner and soulmate. Someone who I can share everything about myself with freely. Be myself around & be loved & supported unconditionally. For who I am now. I want a wife & kids at some point in the future. I want to settle down. Not be alone miserable and depressed anymore. I've been hurt so fucking much over the years that I've almost given up on finding love and happiness for me. I'm tired of doing lots to try & make my partners I've tried dating before I met you happy & it not being enough. I'm sick of being used sick of all the fake people. Sick of all the masking. I want something REAL. GENUINE. CONNECTION.