I would love to have a woman or trans that literally get so much pleasure anytime they do something or have me do something that destroys this pathetic life that I created. I know that I'm a loser I am very stupid and I will never be a man therefore I want to find a woman that will encourage me to always accept these things has really been my true self and try to get more and more stupid become more and more of a lane loser do everything you can to make me or help me become the biggest joke in my community and I don't care how before you go how mean you can be the evil things that you can come up with that normal people just would never do I will do them. I know I'm not a man and I know I'm not gay however an example of what I'm talking about is but you knowing that statement to be true I would love for you to come to me with a pair of panties and a bra as I'm putting them on by watching you rip my boxers up my clothes up you tell me from now on since I'm a little b** I will dress like one you will teach me to act like one I will go to work dressed the way you dress me and I want to make sure you start s*** or you love it then you tell me that you going to f* my ass at least three times a day because sissy don't have assholes they have p and you want my p to look just like yours so you'll stretch it out and then a God damn thing I can do about it I'll give you blackmail pay you whatever it takes but I'm not paying nothing up front I'll just let you have my paycheck every week I want you to cheat on me I want you to f as much as you possibly can and make it mandatory when I get home your p and your a** will be licked clean and ate very well my number is 910-605-6190 and unless you're really willing to either move in with me or let me know until you trust and believe that I'm homelessness I'm homeless I want her to fly I'm a weak white boy b**** and I want to be treated like one I want you to destroy my confidence I want you to destroy all my relationships help me get on the phone and say very vulgar nasty disrespectful things to my family my friends to make sure they never call me ever again they're never my friend ever again make it where you're the only one in my life make it where when you say I'm done with you get out of my house my life will be ruined destroyed there's no need for me to exist you destroyed me and that's what I want

BDSM/Fetish Family โ— 18 to 75 years โ— 100km around USA Buies Creek

First off, I am neurodivergent , meaning sometimes I dont get a lot of "unspoken" social cues, so I would need to be told... a lot... I also have a few environmental allergies so I usually have a few things on me like medications and my inhaler I am also engaged but we are open/ poly and he knows I look for others to play with. his drive is lower than mine

I am looking for someone that is able to host in my area or at least nearby my area, and preferably at these times:

weekdays:
9 am to 2 pm , (except for doctors appointments)
week nights:
8 pm to 2 am ( overnights are okay as well)

weekends : can be a little tricky, Im usually pretty busy on weekends but every so often I will have a weekend or two off a month, though Im thinking sundays are probably my least busy days.

Play:
above all I crave these things:
Passion/affection, touch , and penetration .

Someone that is respectful, confident, and playful ,

usually wins me over much more than arrogant, stubborn, and bullying ever will.

( though of course I do enjoy dirty talk )

I also crave more experiences in life and want a few other things only this area can give me.

I wish to experience more in these fields/things :

Primal , ropes, "knives"/claws/wheels

wax, penetrative / stretching toys, pumps,

harnesses, leashes , massage ...

theres probably a few here im forgetting but I hope the general gist comes to mind and other things can be added

heres also a few things im NOT into:

Im NOT into:

// *** ( some markings and sex on period is okay for me but nothing huge)

tasting/ ingesting fluids ( im sensitive to tastes and doesnt help my gag reflex) but I do enjoy giving blow jobs before penetration ,

dirty talk that leads into territories of weight

tickling

"permanent " things like hair cuts, piercings, tattoos etc.

Other things I would also enjoy from this arrangement:

someone who is patient and compassionate,

someone who doesnt let me be lazy too much, but will make me take a break when I need it

someone who can help me with some health issues, or beginning things like exercises, stretches, diets, etc.

someone who can listen to me ramble but also know when to cut me off and hold me and tell me things are going to be okay,

someone who will check in on me on a regular basis even if Im unable to come over,

a few other things about me in general:
I enjoy anime, rom coms, musicals, scifi/ fantasy, comedy, some video games and arts and hope to have more vanilla experiences someday too!

I know this is kinda lengthy but Thank you to those that have made it this far, as for the play list, it doesnt have to be all, I know most people only have a few of these interests or experiences, but at the same time I would like to experience them in general in life, even if I have to find another partner for those others specifically.

BDSM Play Partner โ— 30 to 50 years โ— 50km around USA Fort Smith

DID YOU KNOW?