The nerdy but groomed type of man with some up and down psyches and special characteristics. Consuming and most capitalistic modern values doesn't make me happy at all and somehow it's hard to find the meaning of life beside it.

After long-term F+'s, where it was normal to be kinky nearly every day, I struggle around to find something similar again. Something that starts with kinky stuff like tight restrictions, latex and maybe ends with a more complex kinky relationship.

Most of the time I was dom, rigger or care giver but I am definitely not the Alpha-Dom.
Somehow I would like to find something dominant here.

Not into SM (direct ) but this doesn't mean I don't like situations and the dark stuff you can combine with it.

BTW: I was always more into the alternate type of women, geeks, goths or simply those with a mental past. Otherwise the "mindset atmosphere" wouldn't really fit.

whores, findoms and other capitalistic degenerated individuals.